February 18, 2009

  • an update for you

    You said you still read this blog once in a while. So here is my update.

    Life is good. Busy, but good. Or should I just say, it's better. A lot better.

    Everyone said the economy is horrible right now. As for us, we're doing alright. Old clients ordering new things. New clients interested in our products. So many orders making our factory work overtime.

    So work is good for the most part. Still so many things to learn and so much crap to worry about. I'm going to learn about ISO in the next month. That seems a lot for me to handle right now because I don't think my brain functions as fast as before...so let's hope I'll be able to absorb all the stuff.

    Love.

    Things are good. I can't say great. Mainly because I don't want to curse myself by thinking everything is awesome then it suddenly turns bad. And also because well...good is enough for now. I don't want to be greedy.

    Marco and I are living together now. We also work together. We met each other's parents. His family make me feel like a part of their family when I'm over. My family let him hang out with us and go on outings with us. Other than marriage, I think we pretty much have everything together.

    At times, I still feel we can't communicate. Communication is the key right? Apparently, we don't have that. I feel so misunderstood when we fight. I only meant well, but he didn't think so.

    Besides all the bad stuff, he does treat me well, especially the last few days. I don't know if it's from having less expectation due to Valentine's Day, but he was extremely gentle towards me. Ever since I let him go out on Friday night to hang out with his friends~and he told me he will go home afterwards~which made me think my Valentine's Day is down the drain...but he came back to my house that night after KTV. The whole weekend we hung out. Nothing extravagant, but I was content.

    Content is real good.

    I'm starting to accept the fact that having things plain and simple keeps happiness around longer. Passion is awesome. It's GREAT. But really, they never lasts. They're just like fireworks.