hi xanga,

sorry i haven't written here in so long. 

you know, it is not a good idea to go back and read some people's old entries. why did i do that? it's like a slap to my face.

it's been five years already. i'm still not going anywhere. life had so much meaning back then. what happened?

i'm trying. trying to let go. trying to embrace what's new. hopefully, all this will take me to a new world.

love, alice